I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said a million times by as many people...there's no point in living...some have chosen suicide as the solution to this pointless existence...some have succeeded in there suicide, others haven't. I have made the choice that suicide is the best solution for me...this is my story...its just one story out of the million. I have been struggling with depression for over forty years. I have tried antidepressive meds...exercise...religion...counseling...meditation...yoga...you name it and I've tried it...and I have come to the conclusion that there is no point in living...life has been nothing more than a forty year struggle...and I'm just to tired to continue the struggle. I do find peace and calm in my decision to end this thing called life...this peace and calm that I have been struggling for so long to find finally comes at my decision to suicide...imagine that.