i dont see the point in have a laptop at the moment. There is certainly no point in having msn, skype, yahoo, aim facebook etc. when everyone is either too busy or just cant be bothered to talk to me. All im doing at the minute is sitting here going over the same drama's again again and again. Im sick of it. Im tired of people going on and on and on about the same people making them upset but wont block them or ignore them. Im tired of wearing some sort of mask which shows the entire world im the one who is always smiling and laughing. Im tired of being the one who has to sit there and cheer people up without them having any regard whatsoever of how i might be feeling. Im tired of people having a go at me when all im trying to do is help. Im tired of people calling me a liar when time and time again its proven that all along i was actually telling the truth. But you know what most of all im tired of life.