no reason, but want to die anyway...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by datto, May 18, 2008.

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  1. datto

    datto Member

    I've been thinking of suicide for as long as I can remember (I was a very depressed child). I've also been self-harming since primary school, on and off. It's been especially bad lately, I want to die, and I don't want anyone I know to know about it (not even my closest friends know how I feel).

    The worst part is, I have no real reason. I have a good family, and a girlfriend. I kind of wish I didn't have those things so I could kill myself and no-one would care. So instead, i've been cutting, but now I have scars that won't go away.... I've also drive dangerously, cos I just don't care about anything anymore. If I die in a car accident, it might be less tragic than suicide...

    I just want to sleep forever
     
  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Take the time now to let us know more about how you feel. Maybe someone here can help you through this dark spot and help you to see some light again. Please stay safe.
     
  3. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Maybe you've been overthinking things, that's how I got to my low point(then some furter thingking got me out of it).

    Welcome!!!
     
  4. S.A.D.

    S.A.D. Well-Known Member

    Talk to us....

    Please keep yourself safe...
     
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