That's what it comes down to. Someone asked me why I want to kill myself. And I could have gone on and on about the pain, suffering, and misery I endure every day. But I didn't. Because the best answer is "why not?". There is no reason to NOT kill myself. There is nothing good about life. And in the end, all the therapy, drugs, support and so on mean nothing. That's just running from the problem, and essentially making it worse. So the next time you are comtemplating suicide, ask yourself "why not?". If you can answer that question, then perhaps it is best if you live. If you CAN'T answer that question, then get on with it.