I said 2 weeks that I wouldn't take an overdose, I've shut down, pushed everyone away. my sister and mum are being interviewed by the police tomorrow, i've hurt them both, something I never meant to do. I've hurt my own family. I hurt so much my heart is feeling crushed, I'm literally torn apart that I've stopped talking to people. i live in silence. my flat mate is in bed everyone else with be tucked up and sleeping or getting ready for a decent nights sleep. i've not slept a full night in months and months. I'm not sure if I want to continue to leave anymore..i don't feel there's anything left in me, or any reason to continue.