will someone explain to me why its so important to not comit suicide if you are sure that's what you want.? i think its only respectful to allow a person to go when they want to. i've lost any moral obligation to stay alive. my life feels like a nightmare. i wake up and i am filled with dread, i sleep for relief. i dont have children or lovers or a family who i am emotionally attached to. i dont see whats so bad about just leaving. i don't do anything well and i'm getting too old to turn things around. i dont see the point of living to work in an office surrounded by people i cant relate to and being hounded by my family all the time. depression gets the better of me if these other dreary things don't. so i'm basically ready and quite happy to go. it doesnt make me sad one bit. i don't want to do anything else.. i just want this farce to stop. its good for the environment too!