no reason to stay.....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by impulse617, Apr 28, 2009.

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  1. impulse617

    impulse617 Well-Known Member

    I have nothing to live for.....so why not kill myself and just get it over with instead of living the rest of my life in pain???

    I feel like I just lost the 1 person that I had left in my life. I mean I've pushed her before, always telling her that I didn't feel like an important part of her life and that she didn't care about me, and she would always just forgive and forget.....but this time, I really don't think that's going to happen. You can only push someone so far. She's all I had left and I love her more then anything.....I just don't think I can live without her. I just wish she could understand me better and realize what I'm going through, then maybe she wouldn't think I'm overreacting and being to dramatic. But I guess there's nothing I can do....idk, maybe she never really cared to begin with, maybe she just felt sorry for me.....maybe I've really been alone all this time

    I have no reason to be here....all I ever do is hurt the people I love, maybe me not being here will be better for everyone. I can't take this anymore, I'm sick of tears.....I know what I have to do
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Please don't do anything!! Can you talk to us about what happened?
     
  3. Remedy

    Remedy Chat & Forum Buddy

    Please hang in there Impulse, I can relate to a lot of what you're feeling at the moment, feel free to PM me about it.
    Don't act on your feelings yet, try talking through them. :hug:
     
  4. canis-lupis

    canis-lupis Well-Known Member

    Hey man I'm here for the next few hours if you want to talk
    feel free to rant
     
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