I've recently realized the magnitude of pathetic-ness in my life right now (did that make sense?) I've NEVER been in an intimate relationship, been told i'm attractive but I don't believe it. I act like a terrified idiot around girls. Doubt that'll change anytime soon. Quite honestly I don't see the point in life. Some people are just failures (srry if that is judgemental), and honestly I think I am one of them. I mean, why would I continue living if I am "less" than anybody else? And don't say because of "family" they have/ have had relationships, they don't know what it is like to be this alone. People will think this is self-pity, but this viewpoint of mine seems pragmatic. Very few people change their personalities, etc. I don't understand what is waiting for me?