Sorry just need to keep busy to stop myself from thinking & acting. I am just feeling so overwhelmed by everything at the moment so the only thing I could think of was coming on here. I considered phoning my gp but by the time I had made a decision it was too late. I just wish all these thoughts in my head would go away, I feel that it's going to be a long night, my fiance is away & won't be back till tomorrow night. I wish I had a tablet that would just let me go to sleep until I need to go to work in the morning.