No Rest For The Wicked

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by transparent, Aug 8, 2014.

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  1. transparent

    transparent Well-Known Member

    My head is pounding. All I want is sleep. I can't stay like this. I can't handle my mind. Scratches at my arms, the water in my head, pain in my chest. I Have To Make myself sleep, it's the only way I know. It's the only way I know how to make my own misery stop for a short time. Restless pounding. I want to go. It'd be so easy this time. I'm so tired.
    I'm so very tired.
    I deserve this all.
  2. Klute

    Klute Member

    . You don't deserve it, you know you don't. That's just your depression and its ugly best friend, self hatred, talking.
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Sorry to hear you still can't sleep. Are you on any medication for sleep? I'd see your doctor again as it's not getting any better. Is your heart pounding from anxiety/stress? That is such a horrible feeling. But know you are not alone in this and certainly do not deserve it. Sometimes we are our own worst enemies.
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