Ive noticed lately that Im quickly running out of the rope that keeps me in this life. I just turned 22 and im nearing the end of college. But there are so many problems and it seems like I dont have the time to fix them. I have a job, which is a miracle because I dont like being around/talking to people and suffer panic attacks everyday before work. But when that ends, what next. I dont have any marketable skills, I dont see my self doing anything interesting in my major. Everything has been a major waste of money and time. Ive also been having more dreams and thoughts lately, usually with me dying. They seem like premonitions telling me that my time is finally up and I think Im ready to listen to them.