Thank you for taking your time to answer me and thank you Witty, I hope so too.. Syn, no, it doesn`t work for me, I tried to tell myself that I`m ok, nothing to worry or stress about, but my mind wouldn`t listen to me..
Morning rush, I`d do anything for some meds that would stop the anxiety, but I can`t get to them since I`m not the proper age. I know it`s anxiety, but I don`t know why it`s so much stronger when I can`t sleep. Flowers, I tried that too, and I shamelessly failed. I`d feel tired after a while and my eyes would start hurting but when closing them and try to sleep It`s suddenly gone.
I can only guess there`s no other way than meds that would help me, and that, for at least 2 more years is not reachable..