It's been over 48 hours and I have had two seperate hours of sleep. I can't fall asleep. I lay there and that's it. No sleep. There is no escape from the pain inside my head. There feels like there is no way out. I just want it to be all over. There is no one there at 2am. Every one I know is sleeping. I want to sleep or go away or just be over. I just don't know.