I am sick and tired of being a goddamn scapegoat in my family. I am going to take my life no matter what because i am sick of this bullshit. i can't turn to anyone.....not even here. and go ahead and say im just wanting attention or whatever, isn't that kind of why everyone is here?! we want people to give a damn in midst of out storms, but they don't.....and I can honestly say that about my hypocritical family.