I'm sorry for writing something like this once again but I'm only halfway done with the work day but I'm hurting really bad. All year I have been considering ending my life <mod edit - timeline>. Well here I am. I feel like if I don't then I'm a bad and manipulative person. And if I do then I'm a bad and selfish person. Either way I'm a bad person. I'm sorry for not making sense but I'm just tired of living with so much pain and not mattering at the same time.
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