Today is my first day back at work since having more than a week off for the holidays. I don't really make resolutions, but I want to try working on improving my mindset. And yet, I'm already dreading this week and pretty much the rest of the year.
Anytime during my time off I tried to do this for myself, I found it hard to do so. Anything from going to the movies to buying something I wanted was met with feelings of inadequacy or not being as fulfilling as I had hoped. I constantly feel like anything I'm doing to better myself will be in vain.
I'm sorry as I know I have said these things before. But maybe it's cause it just never gets better.
Anytime during my time off I tried to do this for myself, I found it hard to do so. Anything from going to the movies to buying something I wanted was met with feelings of inadequacy or not being as fulfilling as I had hoped. I constantly feel like anything I'm doing to better myself will be in vain.
I'm sorry as I know I have said these things before. But maybe it's cause it just never gets better.