i hate life. i hate my family. i cant stand waking up anymore to just knowing that everyday is gonna be a shitty day. i hate knowing where i came from. i hate everything about me. as each day goes by the light gets darker and darker. those who try to help i toss away. i feel im the biggest waste of life on earth. i wish for horrible accidents to happen to me on a daily basis. i feel as if my life shouldve been switched with someone who was dying, so they couldve lived longer.