I'm 34. Both my parents died years ago. My siblings live ages away and honestly, even when they lived close by they were never supportive. I have no friends. Literally, none. There are a number of people with whom I'm friendly, but I would not class them as my friends and I have no doubt at all they would not class me as theirs. My wife is not sure how she feels about me anymore, so I'm about to get the boot. She has been my whole world, and now that's gone. I had a practice run at killing myself this morning to see if it's all that bad. It wasn't. I have no support network and nobody to talk to.