:mushroom: Its been over a year since I feel that I've been broken. I've had breathing problems for over a year and 3 months now and It doesn't seem to be getting better. I don't know how much longer I can go pretending to be alright at work and with my friends. I've stopped hanging out with nearly all of my closest friends. I feel like detaching myself from all of them in case I do anything stupid in the future. :spaz: Living in a constant struggle is the worst. My breathing is frustrating me from having any type of enjoyment and it is all that I can dwell on. I just want to be able to breath normally.... I've taken the little things for granted and its unfair because now that I appreciate some of the little things it feels too late. I feel ready to give up. I've been listening to beyonce's new song "rather die young" and it makes me feel at peace with the decisions i seem to be leaning towards. This is my first post and I don't know what i expect out of writing in these forums. But I do know that I'm at a breaking point with a few escape routes. Feedback would be lovely. I'm in no way in a hurry to quit, its just feels like my body is ready to quit for me.