It's so hard sitting here, I'm doing everything in my power to resist. I got a pack of razors for christmas. My mom bought them. Though she knows I cut, she did this. It's perfectly normal in my house though, every christmas my mom buys me them. Their nice too, theres 4 blades on them... it's so tempting, I'm sweating as I type this. I don't want to, but I miss what I use to feel. Will anybody talk to me? I just want to talk to someone.