No Title!! poss. trigger (?)

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41021

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#21
ugh

i do not feel so good. :sad:

it is too much. far too much

certainly too much for me

i can't :no: i don't want too :no: I am not going too :mad:

i don't feel good :sad:

i am sorry, i cannot do this

i am too tired

i just don't care
 

41021

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#22
this is breaking me :sad:
i don't feel good...i don't feel okay.
my words fail me
open about 20 of these?
consume all the gel and the bottles for good measure?
i keep wondering how many i could get
through before it would knock me out?
would feel better

it would hug me and hold me and embrace me
in it's peaceful arms **tears**

i don't feel good anymore
i don't care :no:

i am scared
wounded

ugh no more words :no:
 
#25
I don't think, if someone was kidnapping me and harming me, threatening my life, that i could talk them out of suicide. If anything, I'd talk them into it or kill them myself to save my own life. Im very preservationist though, which is odd for a sometimes suicidal person, but i guess it comes down to if im going to kill myself, I get to pick when and how, NO ONE else, and if you're kidnapping, raping, harming or threatening to kill someone i love, i'll kill you extra slow.
 

41021

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#27
ugh
that's part of it...that is half of it.
there is the other half too...but you cna't get that becaus ei can't say it
ffs
to hell
 

IV2010

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#28
I don't think, if someone was kidnapping me and harming me, threatening my life, that i could talk them out of suicide. If anything, I'd talk them into it or kill them myself to save my own life. Im very preservationist though, which is odd for a sometimes suicidal person, but i guess it comes down to if im going to kill myself, I get to pick when and how, NO ONE else, and if you're kidnapping, raping, harming or threatening to kill someone i love, i'll kill you extra slow.
I would do exactly the same / feel the same way as Terrapin...
You have done well to survive that Kali and to write what you have..
:hugtackles:
 
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