Those days are gone, never to return, the love we had, shining like the sun. I love you, and you don't even realise, the pain I'm in, even after the lies. Shaking, shivering, wondering, thinking, suffering, hurting, loosing, sinking. The times we had together, happiness shone, like stars twinkling, but now that's gone. The feelings returning, stronger than before, never to disappear, no escape door, tears forming behind my eyes, but no, I won't cry, hiding in despair, fading, I sit and stare. Lost all hope, lost all care, lost all love, nothing anymore is even there. Believing a false feeling, visualizing a false dream, lives have been torn apart, all because of me.