Some of you may know I'm struggling with repressed memories and childhood abuse. I had a new memory and this one is so sick and twisted I'll never be able to tell anyone, who's going believe this? and I just want to die, I just want to die, I just want to die.
I do have a therapist unfortunately he isn't really available 24/7...he does recommend I try and avoid but I seem to have lost that ability. It's funny you mentioned putting it in a box as I did for a long time, along with my emotions. It seems I have lost the key and everything is coming out at once, and no I'm not really prepared to deal with it, and it's been pretty unexpected, but it is what it is a d I feel like I have no choice but to go with it.
youre having a tough time lately. it sucks That these memories are flooding your thoughts. I am sorry they hurt.
Do you want to talk more? The unspeakable can be spoken in a safe place. As much as I don’t want to believe in evil, I know it exist. I am sad that evil damaged you.
sometimes we have to take life moment by moment. Sometimes we just need to know we are not alone. You have support here.