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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Borrowed time*, Nov 6, 2010.

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  1. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    I just wanted to say goodbye to the few people on this site i know.
    It has been nice having some one to talk to these past few months.
    Take care :hug:


    To any one who wants to mock me like last night, feel free to. I dont care anymore.
     
  2. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    I don't think I have mocked you. But if I did, please forgive me.

    Steven Siew
    http://superscripter.wordpress.com
     
  3. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i'm sorry someone was cruel to you. that's really terrible, and not what i expect from this site at all. please reconsider your plan. these feelings will pass. can you call the crisis line? or go to the ER? there are people who will care for you until you start to feel better.
     
  4. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    I have been in contact with the samaritans, it doesnt help
    I have a fear of hospitals so i wont be going there.
    Thank you for your reply
     
  5. CatherineC

    CatherineC Staff Alumni

    What about your doctor? Do you have a good relationship with him/her? You don't have to go to hospital, there may be a local crisis team which will come out to you.
    I'm sorry that people mocked you, that's cruel but they probably didn't realise they were doing it. I don't know what happened but I'm sure that it isn't worth the pain that you're going through.
    Try to stay strong, you'll get through this
    Sending lots of hugs,x
     
  6. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    No i havnt got a good relationship with a doctor. I have only been once in 7 years. He was very nice to me but he was only a temp so there was no point trying to get him to understand if he wont always be there.
    Im doing this tonight, i only posted to say good bye to people who know me.

    Thanks for the replies everyone.
     
  7. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    :hug: I hope you reconsider. My PM box is always open if you want to talk.
     
  8. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    Sunny are you still with us? i hope you changed your mind.
     
  9. Ronny

    Ronny Banned Member

    Hi Sunny like Emz said i hope you changed your mind. I am here if you ever need to talk about things, i am a good listener! :)
     
  10. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    Im still here, im trying to find the courage to start it.
    Now i can add spineless to my list of inadequacies.
     
  11. Decode

    Decode Well-Known Member

    Pleased to hear your ok Sunny. Please go a&e if your that close and get some extra help. Things can get better, keep trying.
     
  12. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    too late.....
     
  13. Decode

    Decode Well-Known Member

    Thats really sad sunny, its not to late please call an ambulance.
     
  14. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    not sad
    its what i want and what she wants
     
  15. Ronny

    Ronny Banned Member

    There are now two of you there? Worried about you Sunny!
     
  16. Decode

    Decode Well-Known Member

    It is sad. I'll bite who's she?
     
  17. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    Sunny,

    Please try to get yourself some help, who is "she" as you mentioned?

    Please continue to talk to us.
     
  18. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    I hope sunny is okay. :sad:
     
  19. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    Im still here, it didnt work.
    Im going to force myself to go back to the doctors. I felt so out of control on Saturday, i cant go through that again.
     
  20. Kate777

    Kate777 Well-Known Member

    Hey Sunny,

    Am so sorry you felt the way you did on Saturday but am glad you're still with us. I think it's incredibly brave to go back to the Doctors, there are people who can help you and who want to help you and this could be the first step in getting that help. Feel free to PM me if you ever want to chat :hug:
     
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