Hi,
I don't know what to do. I have made such a mess of everything. Yet again I have put my husband in financial difficulty due to my depression resulting in retail therapy. I lost my father 10 months ago, my mother is grieving terribly and I am the only one she can talk to. My daughter went back to an abusive relationship and tried to kill herself about 2 months ago. My husband told me if I ever put us in financial difficulties again that would be the end of our marriage, so I dare not tell him, everything I do or say is wrong, everything I do to try and put things right makes things worse. My life insurance would put everything right for him. I feel sick, my stomach churns, I'm not sleeping and I am so very miserable.
I don't know what to do. I have made such a mess of everything. Yet again I have put my husband in financial difficulty due to my depression resulting in retail therapy. I lost my father 10 months ago, my mother is grieving terribly and I am the only one she can talk to. My daughter went back to an abusive relationship and tried to kill herself about 2 months ago. My husband told me if I ever put us in financial difficulties again that would be the end of our marriage, so I dare not tell him, everything I do or say is wrong, everything I do to try and put things right makes things worse. My life insurance would put everything right for him. I feel sick, my stomach churns, I'm not sleeping and I am so very miserable.