No Where to Go

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by LonelyKid, Aug 1, 2007.

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  1. LonelyKid

    LonelyKid Well-Known Member

    We've just been evicted from our home. We have no where to go and no money. I don't want to be a homeless person. I've rather decided to dope myself out of here tonight. There really is no other choice for me. I' m done finally.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Are there any social service organizations that can help? Are there relatives you can stay with? I am so sorry you are going through this and please keep posting so we know how you are.
     
  3. LonelyKid

    LonelyKid Well-Known Member

    I'm tired of going through social service organizations. I don't want to live in a shelter like that. I don't want to be the person people pity and look down on. I don't want to be that anymore. Since this is the last night I have in a real home it's the perfect time to end everything. At the height of despair.
     
  4. crisis4Life

    crisis4Life Member

    I may have never been through a situation like yours, however, I can completely understand feeling hopeless. I myself have been feeling extremely hopeless, and a friend of mine just called my parents so they can take me to the hospital. It's not what I want, but it might be what I need, and I guess sometimes things need to be bad before they get better... I can't have everything I want right now, AND expect to feel all happy inside, I need to get better.

    Anyways, sorry, I wasn't trying to hog attention or anything, I do have a point. My point is, that you shouldn't lose hope. I know it's hard to hold your head up and hang on, especially when you are feeling so helpless, but if social services can help you out for now, then maybe that is what you need.

    Please don't end it... let's both get help together. You don't deserve to leave us, you deserve a good life, and it will come. Please keep holding on and stay safe.

    Give social services a try one more time, I know it may not be ideal, but better times will come. And people will not look down on you for going to social services, if anything, they should look up to you for seeking help, it shows strength. Please don't give up!

    Hang in there :hug:
     
  5. LonelyKid

    LonelyKid Well-Known Member

    It's hard to even want to hang in there. I don't want to anymore. I'm not old enough to drink my problems away and I'm too self-conscious to want to scar my body with cuts. I'm tired like the last time I tried suicide last christmas. I guess I don't think I deserve happiness so I don't care enough to want hang in there. Worthless, talentless, and pointless.
     
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