I have tried so hard to do right and do the things that are helpful to myself but I am overwhelmed. I am on disability and its not enough to cover the bills. So each month I have to use my inheritance. I have a hospital bill from may, the bills from the cataract surgeries coming in and last night a storm really damaged my car. All I want to do is cut and its like people are walking past me going on with their lives with an "o thats too bad". What happened to support and compassion? Going to get the razor blades now.