I know i said i wouldn't write anymore blogs but this is bugging me and i gotta get it out. I wanna make myself perfectly clear i am not over my mother's death, i still have loads of things to deal with, i will never be over it and moved on, i cant, she was and is my mom for gods sake, ill learn to cope better but i will never be over this. Every time cancer is mentioned i feel or get sick, that word opens up every wound every memory of my mother. I am in pain and nobody knows and the ones who do don't care anymore, i have given up fighting this because i know i will not win. But just for the record if u wanna ask me if i am "over her death?" don't bother cuz i will not answer you.