I am struggling right now to stay safe. I have tried telling my husband, he took a nap. I tried telling my friend... she stopped texting me. I feel like everyone is so used to me having ups and downs that nobody takes me seriously. They dont realize how hard it is to fight it. And when i DO fight it, they act like I was just faking it or something. I'm tired of trying to be strong. I NEED to break. I NEED to be able to let it out n not be judged. I'm humiliated that I'm not strong enough to keep going anymore. I NEED HELP. my son just left from his lunch break to go back to school. Does he even know that he is the only thing keeping me alive right now? And I'm failing him.