Was depressed recently but during that time somebody quite famous here killed themselves and nobody quite knew why and put it down to depression. No one knew they was depressed so it came to a shock to us all. One day they was making cheerful television appearances and the next morning..... The way I was feeling before I'm kind of scared now that if I had a relapse I'd do what they'd do to escape. Also whenever I'm out with friends they normally have to come looking for me when I've drunk a bit because I'm usually standing on a bridge staring out over the river. I usually just walk home but graveyards and a large catherdal and yet I've never hurt myself once.