nobody will ever accept me, cant open up

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jonas, Sep 9, 2008.

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  1. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    i know that i will never be accepted by anyone if i reveal my true self, they will find me utterly disgusting. i can't go thru life like this. nobody will ever really understand me what kind of a life is that. people have broken my heart i cant open up to anyone. i dont know why im writing this. what good will it do?
     
  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    What is so bad about your true self Jonas?
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hello Jonas!

    Welcome to the forum :welcome:

    what has made you feel this way? :arms:
     
  4. Issaccs

    Issaccs Well-Known Member

    Sorry Ive mistaken you mate, but your being a little cryptic, but...

    Believe me mate, its okay to be gay.

    And slap me if ive got it all wrong.
     
  5. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    people have viciously attacked me for my sexual orientation, said terrible things about me, threatened violence, said i don't deserve to be alive, said i will go to the deepest part of hell and burn with hitler. well just send me there then. send me to that deep part of HELL.
     
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Don't believe them Jonas. God won't send you to hell for being gay. Everyone deserves to be loved. :hug:
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sorry you have been treated so badly:sad:

    I agree with Dave, don't believe them. They are selfish and are obviously trying their best to hurt you. Don't let them win. Keep on fighting :arms:
     
  8. ConsolationPrizeFighter

    ConsolationPrizeFighter Well-Known Member

    I don't believe in God. Therefore I don't believe in hell. looks like you're safe by my standards.
     
  9. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    Gay isn't my sexual orientation...
     
  10. NeverHappy

    NeverHappy Well-Known Member

    What are you then, just out of interest?
     
  11. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Are you a transvestite?
     
  12. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    I look at hentai drawings, drawings of sex with pre-teen anime characters. Anime drawings of little girls. I'm just into this erotic art, why is it such a big deal, why are they so mean to me? Any woman would disown me if I were in a relationship and she finds out. I dont want to hide it i want to be proud of who i am. When people find out about this they threaten me with death or violence. I should just let them kill me. Why am I made to feel this way about my sexuality. I should kill myself this world treats me like i am hitler.

    There. There it is. Do you still accept me?
     
  13. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I still do :yes:
     
  14. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    :hug: daisy chain, i hope they are all as kind as you
     
  15. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug:
     
  16. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    I don't think there is anything wrong with looking at hentia drawings, because they are just cartoons and not real children. Looking at actual child pornography is a whole different ballgame and illegal. I hope that you are not turned on by pre-teens, because if you are and you act on this, then you would be a pedophile or a predator.
     
  17. Jonas

    Jonas Guest

    I just like the loli anime artwork, they are just sooo CUTE. I love cute. No i am not interested in cp and i hate it when people treat lolicon like it is cp. it is not.
     
  18. abyss

    abyss Well-Known Member

    generally speaking, there are too many people in the world for anyone to be truly unique in what turns them on... just look at the internet. for any possible interest/orientation/fetish... there are others like you. others who probably also worry that no one will ever accept them or understand them. don't give up.
    as fetish/interest/orientations go... thats really not that bad. i still accept you. in fact, with solid communication and a solid relationship, i dont even think you will find it too impossible to find a girl who wont be bothered by it... since ur not actually into cp.
     
  19. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Well, seeing as Jonas' account has been closed, I guess the moderators don't support his fetish for lolicon. There are just too many members here that have been hurt by predators and lolicon might be triggering. Sorry Jonas. Try finding help on a lolicon support site.
     
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