It's ironic because even if I have no right to be lonely because I have people surrounding me and doing nothing bad to me, I still feel very lonely. Like, I'm just there but I'm unnoticed, unloved, and I feel like I don't deserve any of their concerns. My life is like a big lie. I feel like every person I've known is cheating on me. Why do I feel this way? When can I ever be truly happy?