I quit counselling I told her via text ~ no reply back so I can't ever go back just shows how much I matter to the world no1 will even notice I'm dead, or missing. I've been given enough drugs to kill myself I won't be hurting anyone cause no1 gives a crap about me anyway. I give up. I don't want this life, I can't have this life. Depression has one cure, and no1 cared enough for me, in fact no1 cared for me ever.