Ugh of ALL the things, ALL THE THINGS that she COULD have set us... why why why why why why why why why did it have to be a report and poster on self harm and suicide?!?! The irony of this is killing me... metaphorically of course. The fucking class dont even act mature enough for it, and they did imitations of a girl at school who cuts (not me). The teacher couldnt do anything about it either. It really pisses me off that they are so ignorant... and I really hope that they themselves dont have to deal with it one day, because if they did somehow I dont think that they could cope.
And then theres the whole aths thing, where unlike the rest of the team I'm doing badly on purpose now, so that I dont make it into the team - which is pretty hard to do as we have basically no one. But I cant do it this year... stupid scars refuse to fade. :dry: I cant blame anyone else but me for that... but still..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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And seeing as this IS the let it all out forum.... I might as well coz ive been wanting to all fricking day...
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