I cannot stand going from on top of the world like i cannot lose to suicidally depressed in the same day. I just wanna be content. That way i can function. I knew today was too good to be true. All i wanna do is SH now. But that wouldnt be rational.... Soooo.... Idk. Just me complaining. :'/ bipolar is kicking my ass.
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