Hi, i just signed on this because i wanted to talk this over with someone, and get feedback. ill cut right to the chase. I am suicidal, but i am NOT depressed, life is very hectic and uneasy at times, and it can get me down, but i do not want to kill myself to end any kind of pain or anything. I dont even want to kill myself right now. I am planning on a more long term solution. When i get older, i feel i have learned all i can from this life, and no longer wish to deal with the drudgeries of this life. I want to be able to decide when I want to die. Is this wrong? its not a deffinite plan, but i deffinitly want to be the author of my own demise. I dont want some illness or crash to kill me. I know this sounds crazy, but i feel strongly about a persons right to die, and while i dont think anyone should kill themselves out of despair, i do think that given enough time to enjoy life a person should be able to, upon much reflection, decide when to die. idk, thoughts?