Feel like a total failure in comparison to friends and family, no direction or success, can't see the path to any success. 2nd year of uni results slowly coming in, got one today which was well below what I expected, massive let down and the consequences of it will be that I will end the year with 2:2 when everyone else is getting 2:1. Still waiting on 2 more results, 1 I haven't a clue, could be ok but I fear the worst, the other I might have actually failed, if that is the case I will have to go back in August and do a resit of the exam. The last 5 months have actually pulled me out of depression because of the social life I finally gained. Although now I am home for summer, no social life here. I've ran out of money anyway. I find myself blaming the system for why i'm an uninsipiring flunk. I'm also afraid of the future, I have achieved nothing so far like the family members around my age. Next year is my last year at university, so when that is over what then? Dont know what I want, office job or shop job does not appeal to me. I dont know what else there is, what am I aiming for? There is also the location problem, when I leave uni I wont have any friends anymore either, everyone will go back to their home towns and make their own lives. I'll have to start all over again, only getting in a 9 to 5 boring job and having no friends. I see all these great people, sadly the majority are famous, they are all talented and then I look at myself and think what the hell am I supposed to do or be, 4 good years wasted already.