Not Again..maybe

Thinking of where and when but always knowing how
Thoughts bounce back with a burst of pain
Hope sits wating at the corner
Regret drowns your future

Madness of no end leaves you deprived
Tears wash the lonely time
Healing seems unlikely
Deaths eyes peering

My body empty of all sense and soul
The heart keeps quiet as it fades
Motion of life ceases slowly
will I make it ..maybe