I swear to GOD if SHE of all people end up pregnant I will go on a rampage! How is it a f*cking druggie, drunk bitch that does NOTHING but sit and drink get such a f*cking wonderful life! While I work my a** off and get NOTHING! I swear if she tells me they are positive and she is pregnant I don't know if I can keep my tongue still. How to f*ck is any of this life fair?! But then again it would make sense that fate's gotta laugh and push in my face just how much of a loser I am yet again with life. I'm just so not ready to deal with another cousin having everything I wish that I can have!