woke up today in tears. Just can't bear the pain and constant struggle. Where can I turn, no where good that's where. Told my mom and a couple of trusted adults and they all say that I should go to the hospital but that is not what I want to do. I don't want to be with the adults they scare me. I would be fish bait because I am the youngest. Someone give me something to live for because right now I don't see another way out.