I have slipped so far into depression I am not even fighting at all anymore. I have grown distant from everyone and suicide is all I think about. There have been some incidents recently which have put me in this deepest pit and I am never getting out alive. My anxiety is so bad, I am not sleeping or eating hardly and nothing on this earth can help me anymore. This is the single place i can say this. I have expressed my feelings to those around me in not so much detail and nothing...not a single word. Those around me, have failed me. I didn't have a choice in the events that have happened to me and I can't fight myself any longer. There is just one more person I have to say goodbye to and then I can free myself. I have been on this forum a long time and have seen many people come and go, I will just fade away and never cross anyones mind again.