I am not feeling depressed, but I still see my death as a must. I've never had a purpose. I am incurable, lazy, and broken. Nothing has worked for years, and I cannot bring myself to try anymore. I'm just at the end of the line. I'm literally living to appease other people when I know that they are better off without me. Why are they better off without me? Because I am lazy. Because I am stupid. But most of all because I am evil. I just thought for two hours how to become rich. Then I thought to use that money to buy an island, and then clone whoever I want as a mate. Given that I may be smart enough to perfect untested human clones (doubtful since I am stupid). Since, I cannot raise the clone as a daughter. I would have to hire actors to play her parents. She would not know of the outside world, or have any choices of her own. The whole thought of it is disgusting. Pretending to love someone, lying to them, constricting them, and using them as a belonging instead of a person. Evil people like me don't deserve to exist. There is no point for me to live. Dying is the best thing to do for the world, my family, my friends, and myself.