Hey, I'm Frank and new to these forums. I just wonder how many people here are suicidal but not depressed. I find I am just bored with life, don't see a good future for myself and fed up with alot of stuff. I guess I may be seen as an idiot on these forums. I don't have any real deep issues like most people, but I have simply lost the will to live. Last year I attempted my first and only suicide attempt, though it was real ameture. I got a punch of random pills, some alcahole and nocked them all back and went to bad. I just ended up being really sick for a week with a seriously bad headache. Today I lost my job. More fustrating is in the manor in which it was done. Managers I did not even work with accused me of being too slow (Work in M&S) and when I confronted them about this during my exit interview (I found out I was being fired the day I was being fired) they were speechless. On top of this, I am leaving a girl who I really admire. I got a habit of getting overally attached to certain people, and it hurts me too much when I have to give up seeing them again. So now I am here, stressing with University, no job, no friends and no life. I am not depressed, just fed up, but at the same time already prepared to jump in front of the nearest fast train.