Hello. I am new here. I've had to deal with depression and general anxiety my entire life. I just turned 29 and am feeling like my life is a complete failure. This year has been really bad and I've relapsed into a state of depression. It hasn't been this intense since I was a teenager. Unfortunately I think about suicide a lot to cope with feeling my life is hopeless. I am trying to find support online as I am completed isolated and no one understands my condition. I wish I could experience peace, but each day just seems to beat me up in new ways. Oh well. Thanks for reading and for any replies.