The treatment I’m on makes eating hard and unpleasant. Most days I have to try very hard to eat and swallow and to find things that don’t taste bland or disgusting. But I haven’t even tried the 3 past few days, I've eaten next to nothing. I feel uncomfortable, my stomach and head hurts and I feel weaker than usual, but I’m not really hungry, and I don’t have a desire to eat. I know this is stupid and will probably result in me going on feeding tubes. But I somehow want to see how long I can last. Maybe this is perfect.