Not Enough...

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by BornFree, Dec 7, 2012.

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  1. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Not enough hours in the day
    To do what I ought
    To make anyone want to stay
    With this pathetic excuse of a nought

    Not enough words to build a way forward
    To connect with people, anyone
    So on I go onward & downward
    Staying out of the way, not burdening everyone

    Not enough strength left to fight
    To keep trying & hoping someone will care
    When I cant anymore & fail to see the light
    Lose this stupid battle & surrender, to dare...

    Not enough of a person to save
    Failed at eveything, alienated one & all
    Not daring to connect or receive all they gave
    Need to not hurt anyone when I answer the call...

    Not enough of a person totally worthless
    Better to minimise hurt for all concerned
    Leave everyone angry rather than hurt by the senseless
    Make sure everyone against me has turned

    Not enough ways to Thank all who cared
    To repay all the debts & show I appreciated
    All they did to help when I was so scared
    Your love & care helped when reiterated

    Not enough tears to cry
    To heal & wash bringing relief
    When thoughts of death herald the need to die
    To end it all to concrete the belief

    Not enough of a Friend, a Partner, Mother
    Knowledge of complete failure
    Leave no other choice to not bother
    Anyone or disturb, finally to sever the very last tether!
  2. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Even though you may not believe me, you are most definitely enough. Trust in what I and others here say, believe what we say to be true, sometimes when we are in the midst of our situations we cannot see or think clearly.

    Please be patient an gentle with yourself. :arms:
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Ditto what Mo said...often times, our outwards self surely does not match what we feel inside...aka, we like you lots Ditz
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs to you hun You are special ok just believe that
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