after each attempt my daughters mind is worse her thought process. she is more paranoid not really her. She is another personality Itried to tell them she has split personality but no one listening. she is lost My last hope was this new doctor would try new medication change her meds around anything to get her stable. Its not working she overdosed again she is not getting well even in hospital setting she harms herself god why is she so unstable why. I hate this as with each attempt i die iam dying a very slow and painful death and i don't want to be here when she succeeds. i don't there is not fffffffff joy or wonderous event not whey your own child is trying to kill herself What is it going to take to make her well what.