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Ok so I f'd up again. Wife was already pissed at me, cause I wouldnt eat what she made for dinner last night, manwich....she knows I hate that stuff, but we have very little money atm.
Now I wrote check at Walmart on Tuesday for some groceries etc...knowing it would be a gamble before my paycheck gets direct deposited at midnight tonight. But it made it back to the bank and now I am overdrawn.
Add to that, wife has been ticked at me for sometime now about usual stuff. Add to that the fact I will loose my job this year, I have alienated my praise band members with my anxiety and depression, and this list goes on and on...
I am not going home. I cant face it. i wont face it.
So....I just need a moments courage. I just have to step in front...and it's over.
I have 7 hours to gather up that courage.:itachi:
Now I wrote check at Walmart on Tuesday for some groceries etc...knowing it would be a gamble before my paycheck gets direct deposited at midnight tonight. But it made it back to the bank and now I am overdrawn.
Add to that, wife has been ticked at me for sometime now about usual stuff. Add to that the fact I will loose my job this year, I have alienated my praise band members with my anxiety and depression, and this list goes on and on...
I am not going home. I cant face it. i wont face it.
So....I just need a moments courage. I just have to step in front...and it's over.
I have 7 hours to gather up that courage.:itachi: