I want to do it but i dont want to do it because im posting here for help. i have a right to be here but i cant handle it at the moment. i've been in a foul mood all day and i've just had a massive fight with my foster mum. i just want to be left alone but they wont leave me. i was carted out to their parents house to help move stuff, then i when i went to bed to chill my foster dad had a go at me coz i hadn't unloaded or loaded to dishwasher and just 5 minutes ago my foster mum called me downstairs and screwed at me because apparently, we used too muc cutlery last night and she doesn't think i unloaded the dishwasher completely. she actually screwed at me, just me, because we use too much cutlery. i dont eat, i haven't eaten since last night so she can go fuck herself. now im sat here in tears and i've hurt my arms and i just really want to od to get out of here! i want to get out of here!!!!!!!!! i just want eveyone to shut the fuck up and leave me alone in my room to ruin myself. just leave me alone.