Today is my birthday, I have done stuff i usually enjoy, ate nice food, and i still feel shit. I'm now 15 so i'm not worried abut getting older. I want to give my self the one thing i want, death. Life is shit, I havn't felt happy in ages, infact over a month. I feel as if i have nothing to celebrate. I don't have anything to celebrate, it's just another year of one burden, unaccomplished useless child taking up space.